sometimes...

...life sucks.

my wrist has hurt for about 2 months now
my back has been hurting constantly for over a week
i haven't slept well enough to wake up rested in over a week
my mower has developed a transmission problem
my (new) bike has blown up and decided it no longer wants to run
my truck's starting problem is getting worse
my truck needs an alignment
beth's car needs an alignment
we have a wedding to go to this weekend (which, weddings are good, but since beth is IN it we have to drive to cincy separately, on separate days, which means i'll have to sleep alone, and when i do get to see her we'll have to sleep on the floor of her old bedroom, and all this costs money because beth will also be going out for the bachelorette party (haha, google doesn't think bachelorette is a word) and the rehearsal dinner and all this means lots of money)
we currently have in our account... umm, ok i won't tell you that but not nearly enough to cover half the things listed.

now, stepping away from my life and looking at it from the outside... from a "christian" perspective, i know we're supposed to have "trials" and "tests of faith" and all that... but HOLY CRAP! CUT IT OUT! I'M TIRED OF BEING PISSED OFF, WORRYING, AND NOT GETTING TO RELAX AND BE HAPPY WITH MY WIFE!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

i want to walk outside and start swearing at the top of my lungs until my throat is so sore i can't continue.

psychology is dumb

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --